I hav lots of stuff to share but but i cant remember outdated stuff so well haha. Just read ah ying d blog aww so sweet.=)
Hmm ok let me see. Lets start with my aiya. He went to hk last week...well thats not much of a point, da point is hes going to moscow nex year! MOSCOW. RUSSIA. RUSSIA???? First was house shifting and school transfer to far far away subang, and now RUSSIA? Its lyk far out of space...T.T Sitting on da bus back to campus, i cried. Even now typing da fact that hes gonna leave makes me feel blue. After 13th of december 2007, i waited til we could drive. He could now and things are great that we could meet up. I wonder what m i supose to wait now? For him to be a pilot? Nuts. 6 years man. There will be summer breaks i noe, but it wudnt be da same. When we had our last text bfor u fly off to hk, i cant bear to imagine if it was our last text before u fly to moscow. Message will be sent n thats it. No more. AWWWW! Im going to miss u like shit. This is just me being selfish. Ok lets end it here first. I wanna congratulate u aiya to hav da chance to study in moscow. I believe in da bond of our friendship, everlasting=) Pigu u ah fly so far, i dont care ah after im done with matric we are so gonna meet up more often!;D
Next story.XD Last few days a close friend of mine confess to me. Chinese of courseXD But it is seriously seriously out of expectation cause we were only good friends all this while and i nvr pick up any sense that im different, since his circle of friendship is so marvelously great. On second thought, we aint how i consider close either. Good thing is hes a sporting guy n we can hang out lyk how we used to, no blush no malu malu.=)
GOSH END OF CLASS. BYE
too much
Thursday, December 16, 2010
Theres so many things to handle this week!
Okay first of all we are busy preparing for a christmas party for this friday. We need to spare extra time to practice christmas carolling n make some decorations. It is actually my first time celebrating christmas with frens n be part of a christamas event commitee. Besides da part where i dont hav any opinion to give during discussion since i hav no experience at all, im stil very excited bout it. N i bought a 12 dollar christmas bear for swapping gift session.;) Aww i wanna 'boom' christmas songs all day long!! How great if i can boom da whole kmpk. xDD
Next would be assignments n quizezzzzz! Im having a quiz later at 4pm n im nt done preparing yet. N theres lots of assignments to be done since im goin out this weekend. English, accounts, business ughh! 2 quizes coming up next week. N i wonder why its so hard to get into my brain for wat i studied last night.
N lastly would be our bukit tinggi trip!!!!! I got my heart some cuts for goin cuz my mom doesnt actually agree. She sounded so so sad but in the end she said im big enuf now n no one can stop me from making decision for myself. U know how tat feels? its lyk awwwww i dont wanna hurt u mom ;( i know u're extremely worried cuz i hav to travel all da way from perak with all those bus worries n goin up da hill worries. Aww. But how could i not go? I mis my frens so much!!! N haoyu was lyk saying, for 18 years of ur life juz be rebellious for this once ba!@@ God bless me that all of us can come bak safe n sound. N i hope this would be an awesome amazing superb trip with all my dears n darlings. GROUP HUGGGG! N mummy, i love you.
luv,
chyng
09:08 16/12
Okay first of all we are busy preparing for a christmas party for this friday. We need to spare extra time to practice christmas carolling n make some decorations. It is actually my first time celebrating christmas with frens n be part of a christamas event commitee. Besides da part where i dont hav any opinion to give during discussion since i hav no experience at all, im stil very excited bout it. N i bought a 12 dollar christmas bear for swapping gift session.;) Aww i wanna 'boom' christmas songs all day long!! How great if i can boom da whole kmpk. xDD
Next would be assignments n quizezzzzz! Im having a quiz later at 4pm n im nt done preparing yet. N theres lots of assignments to be done since im goin out this weekend. English, accounts, business ughh! 2 quizes coming up next week. N i wonder why its so hard to get into my brain for wat i studied last night.
N lastly would be our bukit tinggi trip!!!!! I got my heart some cuts for goin cuz my mom doesnt actually agree. She sounded so so sad but in the end she said im big enuf now n no one can stop me from making decision for myself. U know how tat feels? its lyk awwwww i dont wanna hurt u mom ;( i know u're extremely worried cuz i hav to travel all da way from perak with all those bus worries n goin up da hill worries. Aww. But how could i not go? I mis my frens so much!!! N haoyu was lyk saying, for 18 years of ur life juz be rebellious for this once ba!@@ God bless me that all of us can come bak safe n sound. N i hope this would be an awesome amazing superb trip with all my dears n darlings. GROUP HUGGGG! N mummy, i love you.
luv,
chyng
09:08 16/12
Thursday, December 9, 2010
Da line was down last thursday during IT class. So here i am again, sneaking in front of my lecturer doing things i shouldnt.
I've been thinking lately me for what im doing. Im doing things that other people love to do. Its kinda hard for me not to do so since im da only one that love differents kind of stuff which eventually programmed my mind that da things i like to do are wrong. Gosh, okay, now till a certain point i dont even know what im saying.
And i realise one HUGE thing that im missing all this while: I dont have a friend to talk my heart out here. I dont have a soulmate. I dont have a fren that i could say to myself that no matter what happen its okay cuz i stil hav her. No. All my close chinese frens have their own closer fren. Theres this boundary that somehow stil exist among us. As for my roommates, i do share almost everything with them, way more than the chinese. The only thing is that i hav to share it in malay. Maybe i should be grateful for that. Maybe thats one the blessing i get.
People always hope for more. And its time for me to change.
p/s: Im so desperate to keng sam si. :(
luv,
chyng
9/12 9:59
I've been thinking lately me for what im doing. Im doing things that other people love to do. Its kinda hard for me not to do so since im da only one that love differents kind of stuff which eventually programmed my mind that da things i like to do are wrong. Gosh, okay, now till a certain point i dont even know what im saying.
And i realise one HUGE thing that im missing all this while: I dont have a friend to talk my heart out here. I dont have a soulmate. I dont have a fren that i could say to myself that no matter what happen its okay cuz i stil hav her. No. All my close chinese frens have their own closer fren. Theres this boundary that somehow stil exist among us. As for my roommates, i do share almost everything with them, way more than the chinese. The only thing is that i hav to share it in malay. Maybe i should be grateful for that. Maybe thats one the blessing i get.
People always hope for more. And its time for me to change.
p/s: Im so desperate to keng sam si. :(
luv,
chyng
9/12 9:59
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