Work hard chyng

I feel lyk my eyes balls are goin to pop out, freakin tired man. But i had a great day haha. Edu fair at mid valley n fake-snow fun at da Curve. Evrything is just perfect with u around.=)

Sad to say i havent pick my own target yet. Disappointed. Theres nth to jealous how ppl work on their future wif determination, i hav to work hard to tink too. Its just sad for not having my own very interest on something. Sometimes i really hate myself, for being average. People always say, YES U, u hav talent in u bt its just a matter of chance to find it out. Well i cant find mine yet tats for sure. When r u coming out? haha. Work hard chyng, work it out.

Yes im a sensitive girl. A slight effort can easily flood da pain in me. Looking tat evrything about u, without me, its just not right. Some wher around da corner of my heart just hate it alot, or maybe its a feeling of sorrow. I myself, im nt sure. V r not meant to b together after all, at least not tat close. Its just a matter for me to finally learn wat i had done, n learn to accept it. I wont give up though. Never!! Da stand where i belong is getting clearer n clearer. Its a perfect stand, wat more could i wish for.=) Arh its not tat bad actually, miss think-too-much just did it again.

Enough bout tat. Lets c wat fake snow means haha.

Someting to bring da spirit of christmas more joyful n fun.=)

Merry Christmas!!=)

luv chyng*