This is what i really hate. Having such a mixed feeling it drives tears down and down. A feeling where you know you are not suppose to have, but you just nailed it instead. At some point, you dont even deserve to feel that way.
People never appreciates. They don't know what's real, what's truly means to them, and what's not. Not till the moment when they stare at things that cut and bleed every inch of their heart, shredding it piece by piece just to take another closer and clearer look. Tears triggered and thats it, people like me, thats all im capable of doing.
Emptyness conquered, and i surrender with blind will.
